Social Networking Saves Me Again!

Social Networking saves me again from “caring more than I should” (as it’s been said)
BBQ Boy is already off the plate and back on the table again…
We did have amazing chemistry for a few days there, and he is a lot of fun to play with, but there is no longevity or maturity in that relationship. However, I see no point in throwing out a perfectly good toy until I find a shiny new thing to replace it with. So for the time being, BBQ Boy and I will remain friends and continue to enjoy our sporatic play-dates until further notice…

In other news, another blast recently walked out of my past and it’s not bad news…yet. A young man whom I used to be terribly fond of and, if not for the age difference at the time of our original friendship, I would have pursued more of an interest in the young man… The young man that is currently all grown up! And seeing him again in his new state of maturity recently has re-sparked the original interest I once felt for him. If not for the details. . .
I already find myself thinking of him nearly daily, more so than during our original friendship. What’s happening here?
Stay Tuned. . .

Wrong

It went wrong.
Of course it did, I knew it would. Considering his age… Like I had said in the previous post “I see it…”  How quickly it went wrong, however, was a lilttle surprising to me.

The boy was 23yrs old, but he acted like he was 12yrs old.  Admittedly, I got a little closer to him a little more quickly than I had intended to, I got caught up in the wave of positive changes in my life and accidentally allowed myself to believe that I was capable of making relationship decisions. Not relationship, really, but I chose to have a temporary fling with a young man that played me like the high school whore.
Yep, I got played.

First time in my life and it happens 15yrs into my dating career.
So, congratulations to the young man who humped and dumped me last weekend…We could have had more, but you have your obligations and excuses…

Hell, he may have a current relationship for all I don’t know…or MANY, from what I do!
In any case, WE don’t.

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